Hopefully, this coming semester will be my last. Kinda hoping that if I keep saying that it's my last semester, things would fall into place and I'd graduate on time (sort of). I still can't believe that I'm finishing college soon (hopefully) after six long years. Five and a half actually, I took three semesters of Psychology at the University of Santo Tomas and then took one semester off before I transferred to the University of the Philippines to study Creative Writing. And now, I'm 12 units shy of graduation. To me, it's just so unbelievable because four years ago, I thought my life was falling apart and there was nothing I could do about it.

Grades from last semester are out. Didn't do such a great job, unfortunately:
CW 111 Non-Realist Fiction Workshop 2.0
CW 141 Creative Nonfiction Workshop 2 1.50
CW 120 Poetry Workshop 2 1.75
CW 199 Thesis 1 (Research) INC
CL 151 Philippine Literature in English 1.25
FIL 128 Mga Natatanging Diskurso sa Wika at Lipunan INC

Need to submit two papers to complete FIL 128 and need to submit final draft of my thesis to clear CW 199. *sob*

My uni follows this grading system, in case you were wondering.

But the online registration system was mighty good to me this semester. I am now a firm believer in the powers that the word "GRADUATING" holds. I got all of the subjects I need and the schedules I want. Hooray for me

CW 200 (Thesis 2) No definite schedule
Land Architecture 1 TF 2:30-4pm
Sociology 10 MTh 1-2:30pm
Philippine Institutions 100 (Life and Works of Rizal) MTh 2:30-4pm
Civic Welfare Training Service W 1-4pm

I got Physics 10 from the first batch run but I suck at Physics so I thought I'd try Land Architecture. I need to get my grades up by at least .02 to qualify for Latin Honors. Hopefully I don't mess up. *crosses fingers*

And then there's the Law Aptitude Exam. You prolly can't tell but I'm actually scared shitless of the prospect of going to Law school. Not sure if I'm ready to give up my Starving Artist lifestyle :/ but I need to take the exam. Just so I can tell my sister I tried, I owe her that much.

Right now I feel like I won't be able to do much after graduation. I'd prolly bum around for a few months until my parents threaten to kick me out of the house if I don't get my ass off the couch.

Yeah, basically I needed to clear my head. And obviously, I'm quite alone. I've got no one to share these things with except the Internets hehe. My friends are quite busy with their own lives, I'm almost reluctant to tell them these things.

So I'm alone. I'm facing a future of unemployment. I'm prolly not half as brilliant as my parents think I am.

And omg I cry myself to sleep at night sometimes haha

Oh well